It's about dinosaurs and I'm being completely serious when I say all of this. I'm extremely high I haven't smoked five days so...there's that...
Anyway. Went to a meditation panel today where there were five people who spoke about various branches of spritiology (sp?? the red squiggly line is frowning on me) meditative techiques, including a tai chi dude and some yoga ladies and I'm being very rude in summing them up this way but that's because those particularly lovely but irrelevent people are not the reason for my presence here today...on this bliggity blog. And we're BACK to the runon sentences that I'm not gonna proofread for you. If it makes sense, that's AWESOME, you guys will be RIGHT ON PAGE WITH ME. If not, then you'll be mostly on my page but somewhat confused. Not givin a shit :p
At the end we got to choose which of the five we wanted to attend a smaller, more in depth 30 minute class with. The one I attended was a man who used to be a school principle but his brain got sick from the mold and he had to retire early. He was originally obviously very upset about this but he found ways to connect back with Earth and nature that allow him to realize the true meaning and beauty of life, and meditation and mental journeys to awesome spots that you can picture that relax you and all that lovely stuff. What's EVEN BETTER is HE PLAYED A DRUMMMMM for us as we sat for ten minutes picturing our recognizable scene. Like with a skin drum with a stick like a Q-tip. While all of that was amazing, it's not even what my real point is.
At the end he gave us his website, and at the end of a short essay he has on it, he says to pay attention to any animals that have been ever apparent in your life as of yet for whatever reason. Whether outdoors, in your dream, around you, any animals that have stood out around you lately. Everyone knows you don't see animals at college. The stupid mascot thing doesn't count. But what has been on my mind for the first time since.....CHILDHOOD????? all this semester?
Dinosaurs.
I've been thinking about how much I used to love them and how much I used to know about them and how fascinating they STILL ARE (FUCKING DINOSAURS MAN SERIOUSLY) and....you know, I hope it sounds crazy, I really do, because I know it does, but I think my spirit animal is a dinosaur. I'll never see one of course, but I've had dreams with them, in fact my earliest dream has always been the T-Rex that chases me in the house. Granted, they've always been terrifying, but that's because that's what dinosaurs are. I think....dinosaurs are just a part of me, somehow. I'm so.... like, SO happy about that.
I LOVE DINOSAURS!!!!!!!!!!!
